Last week has been what I would call the week from hell!
Trying hard to just breathe, I have sobbing down pat, and then some!
Everyone has problems, why is it some can handle things calmly, and some just go to pieces?
I am the emotional non calm one, and now with this week being from hell, my health is once again suffering.
A dear friend came over yesterday, to try to give me support, she was actually able to get me to calm down. She is a very sweet and wise lady, and asked me to have patience!
It is the weekend, and I know on Monday all shit will happen, and flow like a volcano erupting.
Friends have been very supportive, and send kind words, which helps more than they know.
Someone asked if I could run away for a while, I stated I could, but would be in worse shape when I returned because would have to face everything eventually.
I will try this week to be calm, pleasant, and smile while being kicked in the stomach.
I will have pictures in my mind of the calm friends, and the words of wisdom they would be saying.
Breathe, baby steps, patience, remember you are a good person, repeat!
Happy Father's Day DADDY, oh how I wish you were here to advise me.
Hugs Always
Karen and Charlie
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